Shrunken Heart

29/03/2010

I am sad..

sad because i cant feel happiness in my heart.. sad cause life is about to take someone away.. sad cause life is about to send me off this apartment.. sad cause i have got to leave this city soon.. weak cause another change is upon me again!!

why do you gotta leave me now, when i am starting to miss you?? why has he got to drop her at the magic door.. why does she has to pass through it?? why do i have to feel sad with life? 

Like an angel she sleeps while he stares at her.. slowly she opens her eyes and gazes on him with that likely eyes.. “be precise in what you're watching.. this is the last time..” she replies as she feels his heart through his eyes.. 

the owl still has some hours to enjoy himself when she jumps off the bed and asks him to be fast.. fast as his heart is sinking and his eyes are reaching the flooding mode!! 

not far from there.. some humans are already on duty.. he jumps in on some jeans and try to wet his face with tap water.. looking into the mirror he figures how much is heart is shrinking!!  

holding the wheel he does tremble as stronger as they get to come closer. The arrival rose, the happy nervous smile is just a memory from past.. the present, the sad moment is more of a fact.. 

wepping as there is no tomorrow he waves as she steps forward through the magic door.. she doesn't look back.. she is too precious for that and she has a long but conscious journey in front of her.. 

he drives back with his swollen eyes and meantime smoking as he never felt the smoke before in his lungs. 

Just before he had said her.. “Are we gonna meet again?” “How can I know that!!” she replies as she turns her back on him and walks torwards the magic door. She had never showed her weak sight.. she is maybe as strong as she will.. he thought.. 

Weak, sad and vulnerable he feels her perfume as he decided to get her..  he seeks her but she wasn't on the living room, not in the kitchen, neither the bathroom. As smaller was his heart as slower he walked towards the room.. 

she wasn't there as she hasn't been there for more than 24 hours.. just him.. laying on the bed.. sleeping!! 

and then he woke up for another day of his life!!.... 

with his shrunken heart.