God Bless

18/07/2009

01:02

(P.S - No names for Respect)

only god knows.. why..

God bless Mrs and Mr for their beautiful love from which you were born..

God blessed you with a gorgeous face, your golden hair and your enormous heart..

God blessed me when you walked through that door..when you illuminated my path, just when it was so dark.. 

God blessed me when you held my hand and showed me the stars as I had never seen it..

God blessed me with the most intense and pure love which I can’t get rid off..

This was my explanation.. I hope u feel complete.. as I hope I don’t owe you anything else.. otherwise I have got to sell my belongings and travel around the world to find you and live with you forever..

(...)

I believe you misunderstood my message.. as so I owe you an explanation.. 

fare enough..

party is not everything.. 

I went fascinated as soon as I saw your photo.. long hair and meaningful for younger face.. it resembled me of a photograph I saw and I have on my mind.. you ready and steady on your dark and tiny clothes.. looking fierce as a puma but hiding a very mellow heart.. 

and there you are.. on a black and white color.. where your hair doesn’t shine and or green shiny eyes are covered by the dark color..  

I asked and waited to feel that.. to see that.. to have it.. but never could.. but I am glad to see that now.. I wonder pretty much about you.. I do.. I assume our distance and our different paths.. I would give everything now to see you.. 

sitting aside.. not close not far.. a distance of an unfolded arm.. talking slowly.. without watches or time feeling.. but talking.. I can not touch you.. there’s something.. but I can feel you.. and while I am thinking on that.. you talk and talk.. I listen happy and uncomfortable cause I can’t hold your hand.. I can just smell your perfume.. your presence and your soul.. 

after a while I start loosing you.. time ran out.. I get back to my sleep.. and wake up.. with the sun on my eyes..

(...) 

God blessed me while I wrote down these words and I had the strength to don’t let the tears roll over my face.. but now I stopped writing and my eyes are wet.. 

God blessed me when I couldn’t sleep and aside me was the most beautiful girl sleeping as a baby.. 

God blessed me when I held your hand and together we walked by the ocean, flew on a jet plain, drove on a car, railed on a train, sailed on a boat.. 

God blessed me in the night and in the day, in the morning and in the noon.. twenty four seven while I was with you..

God blessed me because I was merciless and He sent me the angel who made me reborn, brought me the faith and the strength to face the challenge of life..

thank you.. 

for listening me..

God Bless!

T.