Sunless

06/02/2009

Hi there,

yesterday, I felt no good, I felt melancholic, I felt insecure, and once more I felt alone…

It’s been a while since I am here. In this small city, surrounded by the snow that sometimes shows up, surrounded by girls who work to grow their lives. I feel them all, but they don’t feel me!

I wrote you some of my words, they were distasteful and yet I couldn’t bear with them all by myself. I spoke about you, I saw you on my pictures, I felt how beautiful you were and how blessed was I in the very first day I met you… 

Would you forgive my words? I know you don’t have the time to do so, we don’t speak the same language anymore, but I remember how good we were writing poetry! 

I don’t see you, but just between these lines…

When I look into the mirror I don’t see you there, not on my back anymore…  

The wire of my phone is broken; I waited your phone call but you had lost your contacts. 

That’s why I got sad yesterday, furthermore the sun didn’t shine, neither didn’t present myself a taste of her grace, or even embraced me with her arms… 

I flew through the clouds…

Sunless!