Oh damn, here I am again!! Well that’s life… that’s my life… that’s my feelings which move me here and allow to write me this. I was watching movie when I saw so similar face, so big proximity to what I refuse to let go… what I want to believe.
One apart - was you ever told about how similar face you share with Cameron Diaz? Well I gotta tell you - I got that now! I haven’t seen you so long, and I have just your face painted on my heart. Quick shoots of her made me remind so much of you, and then I decided to sit on the chair and toss these words.
I am sure you’re happy now. I am sure how far from you I am. I am sure my kisses no longer burn on your lips. I am sure I am a dozen of pictures hidden on your computer. I am not sure whether you like these words.
Well watching that movie, and moreover a comedy movie, made me drop tears of my own. Why should I drop tears when I know that my life is not a movie like that? When I know that you’re not Cameron Diaz and I am not Ashton Kutcher. When I gotta understand there is no more role between us.
I am sure you’re happy now. I am sure how far from you I am. I am sure my kisses no longer burn on your lips. I am sure I am a dozen of pictures hidden on your computer. I am not sure whether you like these words.
Well watching that movie, and moreover a comedy movie, made me drop tears of my own. Why should I drop tears when I know that my life is not a movie like that? When I know that you’re not Cameron Diaz and I am not Ashton Kutcher. When I gotta understand there is no more role between us.
The reason is these words. The reason lays inside myself. The reason is my heart, which is full of the most intensive feeling. With this opportunity I am telling my laptop how much you left inside me, and I can’t release!!
Tear drops came from the simple thought - we will not have a happy end as it was in the movie. Tear drops came from the outgoing movie’s message. Tear drops came from me and from you…
I don’t have to tell you this! I don’t have to send it to you! But I have nothing left to lose. You don’t have to read it! You don’t have even to open this mail! But if you’re reading this last line, well then you got to the end…
Meantime inside yourself, brainstorming images and erased feelings inside your head, you will see me, even though for a few seconds…
Tear drops came from the simple thought - we will not have a happy end as it was in the movie. Tear drops came from the outgoing movie’s message. Tear drops came from me and from you…
I don’t have to tell you this! I don’t have to send it to you! But I have nothing left to lose. You don’t have to read it! You don’t have even to open this mail! But if you’re reading this last line, well then you got to the end…
Meantime inside yourself, brainstorming images and erased feelings inside your head, you will see me, even though for a few seconds…
Farewell dear beautiful girl friend…
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